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“Losing and Grieving For My Dog”

Until one has loved an animal, a part of one’s soul remains unawakened.” — Anatole France

Years ago, I was having coffee at one of my favourite coffee shops in Baguio when I saw a girl expressing her anger towards the guy who stole her dog. She was crying, begging him to give back her dog. You know what I said? “It was just a dog!”.

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For some reason, I thought of that girl at exactly 6pm this past Tuesday. Yeah right! You will never really understand someone’s pain until you are the one feeling it. Yes, I’ve never understood that girl until now that I lost my dog.

Macky, one of the very special dogs in my life. A baby boy who had been a member of the family for one year and seven months has finally passed away after three weeks of struggling from his illness. He developed a tumor that made using his hind legs difficult so he didn’t have a lot of energy these past few weeks.

He had been with me through the ups and downs in life and even helped me cope with my other losses. He was all I wanted to be around when I was sad because he never failed in letting me know that even when it was hard, even when he was sleepy, he was still there for me. He provided me with daily opportunities to show his love and care. Man! I miss my macky! 😥

To some, this may sound foolish but I swear, the pain of losing him is so suffocating. I felt that the important part of my life have passed with him until last Wednesday, I came home and looked at the spot where he would usually be waiting. I called his name with the balmy notion that he’d appear barking while wagging his long white tail. But of course, it was just another sore reminder that he was really gone. It was just so heavy to let go of someone so sweet, so precious, and so attached to me.

Now, it is just me blistering around this quite house with nothing and no one to care for. Thinking that perhaps, it’s really a sad fact of life that dogs just don’t live as long as human do.

I knew I would get another dog after a months or even a years but a beloved dog can truly never be replaced.

P. S, Losing a pet can be as difficult as losing a human family member and this may seem silly to some but to those who have owned and lost a pet, you know what I’m feeling right now.

To be continued…

Thank you for reading.

Till then,

Al_Yolly ❤

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8 thoughts on ““Losing and Grieving For My Dog”

    1. Yes..for they will never have the chance to experience the awesomeness of dogs. I knew that you’re a major dog lover as well because you even commented on one of my blog posts about dogs before and I am looking at your avatar profile. Yiiiieeh so much love and kisses for the cutie dog you have there! ❤

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  1. We have lost several dogs over the years. Each time I say I will never get another dog. Of course, each time I do get another dog. I understand your grief. We love dogs with all our hearts and they love us back the same way. They never betray us, so they are very safe to love.

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  2. I feel for you. My heart-animal of choice throughout my life has been cats, but the feeling is the same. There was one, Scout, that I still grieve for after almost ten years. But the next one, Fiona, is still with me, along with Godfrey. No cat can every replace Scout, but I love Fiona and Godfrey with all my heart. I hope that you will find another heart-animal to bond with.

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