I’m faced with a lot of challenges but I’m able to deal with it
However, I can’t seem to overcome this feeling of being understimated and belittled
And the ones I know that supposed to boost my confidence and uplift my spirit are the ones who starting to turn their back on me and question my abilities
So I felt like some people are happy to bring me down
I just continued doing good things for myself with a smile on my face
Don’t get me wrong, I LOVE BEING HAPPY
And sometimes they seem to misunderstood and forget that I’m no manipulated machine
So sometimes, I want to look on the mirror and realize that I’m nothing
That they’re waiting for me to make mistakes and continously misjudge me
And when something good happened to me, they still judge me
So what’s the point of showing good things to people who step on my confidence just to boost their own!?
SAY ALL YOU WANT BUT I JUST DON’T CARE ANYMORE!
Coz I only have one life to live so why would I worry about your opinions!?
I’ve learnt that it’s better to be loved by a few people than to be liked by everyone
And the older I get, the less I care
So I’m going to be happy no matter what anyone says
And for a long time, I’ve been hated by so many
But I’ve been so gentle and meek
And I have kept my mouth shut, my ideas concealed in the scrutinizing eyes of everyone
Hoping that they will open their eyes and realize that what they see is actually THE WAY GOD MADE ME
P.S, The photo above was taken 2 years ago (2014), So so skinny. Hehehe ☺☺😉